As long ago as I can remember, I was able to sense energy. It was very confusing when I was a child. I would hear what people were saying but feeling something different behind their words. I knew what they were hiding and I saw who they really were. As I grew older, I stopped trusting myself. There was no one around who could confirm to me what I was sensing. I accepted my weirdness and tried my best to hide it from everybody, including myself.
And it worked for a while. The only problem was that I never felt happy. I felt like a fraud. I tried my best to be “normal”, but no amount of medication could really help me to achieve it. I felt lost, confused, and empty inside. No matter how hard I tried, my life was falling apart again and again. I got to the point that I didn’t want to live anymore, but I was not ready to die either.
That is how I started my journey not only to survive, but to thrive. I lost weight, got into yoga, and started exercising a few hours a day, just to keep myself from feeling this emptiness inside me. As an interesting side effect from my yoga practice, I started to feel energy. It was shocking at first, but there were other people who could feel it too. This was the first time in my life I found out that I was not crazy. It took courage and a lot of support from many wonderful teachers, but I came back; back to my original gifts and capabilities, which keep growing every day. For the last few years I have been studying Touching the Light with Dr. Meg, and it has opened a whole new world for me. That is why I am doing this work – to joyfully share what I have received. I know that you can benefit from it too.